This is the point when my world becomes shaky. I don’t know if I should feel discouraged because of consecutive releases of exam results that bug my grade conscious mind.

My alter ego says I should be optimistic. I should think positive. I should have the courage. I should not give up the fight.

Another talk is that you, my love. You know I’m doing everything to keep us alive, but you always get cold as ice. Let’s just live a happy life and everything will be all right.